I am not sure what is going on but today I have felt... dare I even say it??? HUNGRY!
What the hell?
Why all of a sudden do I feel hungry?
I don't get it.
This isn't really suppose to happen.
Why today do I feel hungry?
Is it because I made homemade caramel popcorn for the kids and now I want some?
I remember the last time I made homemade caramel popcorn...
G and I were living together in our "project" apartment. (Literally was in the projects!! G is cheap!!)
I was so proud of myself for concocting this yummy topping to go on top of buttery microwave popcorn. I remember being just under 200 pounds. After the popcorn I started weighing over 200 pounds.
So now in my kitchen I have the popcorn that helped me get over a hump that I am still not over.
Today I am hungry for sweets but I keep stuffing my mouth full of my crack instead.
I don't know why today is hard for me but it sure is.
I know I can do this.
I know I can get over this 200 pound hump.
I am ready to be under that number.
When will it happen???
Bob Greene was on Oprah and he said that you will be successful in weightloss if you can answer the following questions.
So here we go:
- Why are you overweight? Because I love sweets more than anything and I hate to exercise. So sweets + no exercise = Fat ASS!
- Why do you want to lose weight?
Because I want to like myself. I am a sassy girl and I would love to show my sassy side and be comfortable with myself. - Why have you been unable to maintain weight loss?
This one is tough for me.
I think I have been unable to maintain weight loss because I get depressed easy. When I get depressed I eat sweets. I am hoping that I will stop my depression cycles because I really want to live life like I am suppose to.
Nobody wanted to be the "fat friend".
So for those people that started loosing weight when I did....
Can you answer his questions??
Are you ready to get real??
More importantly... are you ready to eat this damn popcorn for me???
