203
I honestly can't believe it!
I am so close to the 1's now I can almost see it.
I do have bad days where I "forget" I can't just grab whatever and expect to eat it.
I am not hungry but my body thinks I am.
I think "Uhm... I think I'll have a snack."
Then 10 minutes later I'm hunched over the toilet wanting to kick my own ass.
I'm still here!
I'm still trying!
Shit I wish I was there already!
The 2s was my first goal.
The 1s are my next.
What magic number am I looking for after that??
Honestly... no freakin' clue.
All I know for sure is when I reach my goal I want to have surgery to get rid of all this damn skin. Dr. Takemyfatawaynow thinks I have about 60 pounds of skin!!!
Can you imagine getting rid of that much skin?? WOW!!!
The final surgery will be the most important....
Grab my boobs off my knees and put them where they go!
